today i finally back penang...wkakakakxz i damn happy when on the way drive back....every moment of it i want to reach penang faster.....the rain so heavy..until i drive 20km/hr nia.....
i reach penang le...is good is fun to able to sleep on my own bed,to see my room,my 24' monitor..
but all just so empty...i saw something that i don't want to see...it make my tear drop from nowhere.......8 month....things still the same.....feeling the same,pain also the same...everything still remain the same....
why i can't be strong,why im still so weak......i just...so sucks
Wednesday, 26 October 2011
Tuesday, 25 October 2011
it's been 2 weeks....
new life at kampar here,erm how to say nice but probably solo all the way..hard to make friends there....
i do think is it because of my own attitude?erm erm hahahxz...but still got friends lah...just like my management class all is sem2 above wao...think on the other hand is good because those senior really taught me a lot of thing.teach me new thing for the financial accounting framework....hahaxzx thanks to them i can still manage myself with this course...
i have taken a lot of picture near the west lake so nice.....will post up some hahaxz
this is the few picture i took...for me i think nice but still to the pro's it is a normal picture i have a lot of training to do to learn...will gambate so as my study also hahahxz
i do think is it because of my own attitude?erm erm hahahxz...but still got friends lah...just like my management class all is sem2 above wao...think on the other hand is good because those senior really taught me a lot of thing.teach me new thing for the financial accounting framework....hahaxzx thanks to them i can still manage myself with this course...
i have taken a lot of picture near the west lake so nice.....will post up some hahaxz
this is the few picture i took...for me i think nice but still to the pro's it is a normal picture i have a lot of training to do to learn...will gambate so as my study also hahahxz
Monday, 10 October 2011
my mood diu shit
after so long.....what i did is it really that matter?is it what i done make you hate me so much??
i really don't know.....better is to do nothing le....so hurt and tired....with all of this....going to leave penang soon,everytime i pass there i so hope to see the familiar car i use to drive and sit before..even everytime i said yuck mai liao loh i drive gak sien d....don't want to sit or buy it....the reason i so deny it maybe because of a simple reason.that lays within my heart.
no one will know what im hoping to see everyday when i pass there...i said before the distance between us so close..still its far....more far than what it use to me..while now im leaving le...many thing i reluctant...still i wish it would happen...but this friday is approaching,nearer and nearer from time to time...
i miss all the thing....can i stay?even just for a bit?just to know that im close to you...that would be enough...even it's far...im'm just...1 word............... HURT
i really don't know.....better is to do nothing le....so hurt and tired....with all of this....going to leave penang soon,everytime i pass there i so hope to see the familiar car i use to drive and sit before..even everytime i said yuck mai liao loh i drive gak sien d....don't want to sit or buy it....the reason i so deny it maybe because of a simple reason.that lays within my heart.
no one will know what im hoping to see everyday when i pass there...i said before the distance between us so close..still its far....more far than what it use to me..while now im leaving le...many thing i reluctant...still i wish it would happen...but this friday is approaching,nearer and nearer from time to time...
i miss all the thing....can i stay?even just for a bit?just to know that im close to you...that would be enough...even it's far...im'm just...1 word............... HURT
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