^V^ or T.T

Maybe for the past event until now i don't really dare to step into another relationship, everytime i just back off.
hahaxz i can very close with the girl when chances came upon me, i'm the one ran off and that's always the end of the story..
What actually is in my mind?is it suppose to be ^V^ or T.T? i really wonder.
then end of that one,i still go for other girl then the result same i back off again..my mind is stir up with a lot of complicated stuff which i also don't know what i really want.
Confusing?yes i am.

i think too much??

to be frank this is my 3rd school i have change since the day i enter UNIMAP.

I don't really know what is really inside my mind,from unimap to utar than now finally back to KDU.aikxz.. T.T
school gonna start anyway no matter how thing going to be i have continue can't hold back anymore. I think this is the final stop for me,whereas i hav'ta be serious about my study.i promise my mom,and this is what going to be,strive for all i could.hav'ta study hard, work hard, play less.

There are still many thing for me to worry about but not everything i can handle only study hard and graduate thing will be ok.i need to settle down my heart and really focus on what the current situation.strive for what is happening now.i hope i can.I do really hope i can.