last night

wao...
i overslept,where i suppose to go to jit sin for blood donation mia.but i didn't aikxz..so paisei to jia wern i promise her but i dint kept my promise..sorry ya jia wern.

the moment i wake up,i got a bad new i phone to my customer and got other idiot snatch my customer..shit him..haixz..so sucks..unexpected this will happen..DOWN..my face gak na guan gong ane for the whole morning.and afternoon..

then about 5.30pm i depart to bon-odori.ALONE.hahazx.find parking is so difficult,but i park at the shop where i get my birdnest..hahahxz

about6.30pm i finally reach esplanade.hahaxzfor that one and a half hour i was walking alone see people talking photo,so many professional dslr...hahahxz.i wish to have one on hand though.

there many couple,make me feel so lonely,but the reason i went there is to see back all those memories i had there at last year bon.I tried to search for the karate sensei.but he is not there.haixz.all the thing unchange.what it change is i walk alone.on the field.sit beside the seaside,see all the couple,where i sit at the place me,her and jia wern sit eh place hahaxz..think back,we all drinking yakult i think hahaxz..so sweet i mean the drink lah..

then finally at there meet up vct,kevin,steph and eric.have a lot of talk there,meet up with other senior.etc.etc.

maybe fate brought us together,i saw her cousin,when eric say u see the girl in kimono.and i recognize her,she bring me to see her mom and there i saw cg aunt we have a long chat..i bring their 2 little girl go buy mum mum.wao.wait for 25minute long.but its ok lah.

the fireworks start when they two finish buying hahaxz.the fireworks damn nice.when we start to walk back where their aunt was waiting for us.and there i saw her and her family hahaxz..i just realise i could play with her cousin so well and kept on kena suan siao that im short...@@ but nevermind im used to it..then talk with their parent.CG mom asked me you didnt come with your friends i saw no,u ka ki drive car come here?i say ya.alone ar??i say yes i walk a lone since 6pm till now.her mom give me a look like so make me feel so lighthearted ki.i just say its ok to come alone.the moment i felt that im so lonely.but its ok to me now.

seeing her keep on taking picture,ah rou keep on say why see that direction,got pretty girl meh hahaxz...im looking at her at a distance,where i don't even dare to go near her.im afraid.

Her mom touch my stomach and say why so thin ki??i say i lost 12kg ki liao.she said so thin for what?eat more mar.i said i want to keep a fit body.gak nice,i got so swim and gym eh.she thought i didn't eat again.hahaxzi ate alot.actually

then i continue play with her cousin,hahaxz.all so nice can talk,and they say last time i don't really like to talk now hahahxz...now i talk with them a lot like know for a long time liao.then about 10.30pm i toh greet them goodbye.

then i start run to where i park my car,i so paisei to that indian guy,i block his car atleast 5hours.@@sorry ya dude.

then me and rachel go to paradise there eh beach have a talk,we talk until 4.30am ane hahaxz..sit beside the beach talk.i so hope i can do this with her,but i know is impossible.

when i saw 2 shooting star in my heart i wish for a thing.i want to be with her again.rachel said wish liao will drean come true,and i do wish..deep inside my heart.i know i love her so much.even now.

see her im happy liao.eventhough i do miss her.but i do wish her the best.for all.i will wait her.