missing something

finally im back penang,all the driving make me sick. i think i improve liao..because i dont feel sleepy at all...hahahaxz...

today i went to many places.and a lot of thinking today.thinking of her.the rainy day along the highway,remind me of the day when me driving kancil,and she sit beside me back from alor setar from my sister wedding.that day back the rain was heavy,the weather so dark and i couldn't see a thing.she also afraid of me because i have night blindness i couldn't see well.she hold my hand while i'm driving and feed me eat some snack.on my handphone with some music to make sure i stay awake.

then my mom call ask me to stop at the perhentian because the rain to heavy,she lay on my shoulder.and we both wait the rain lesser then move on,the warm hearted feeling.The feeling give by someone you love and you care,is really the greatest gift.

after the rain grew smaller,we move on back to penang,on the road im not really happy,i don't even want to drive fast.because i know the faster i drove,the lesser i will be seeing her.

when almost reach penang,my heart feel so sore,sad.almost reaching her house make me so down.still i know i hav'ta accept it.finally i reach her house,at there i eat some leftover.but its nice im so hungry that time.after eating,i went up to her room.i hug her and cried because its going to be 1 month+ im not be seeing her,because of stpm.i so miss her.i cried like hell,she cheer me up like im a small boy,but still i miss that day.i hug her and kiss her for so long the feeling never left me.

i so miss her,i miss her so much for all the sudden.don't know how is she now.i hope she fine.i know even i have move on with my life,but my heart still stay waiting for her. i miss her