on the previous i have fail my financial accounting framework 1 in utar which make me very down,i have studied very hard but eventually when i asked ean lee to teach me through skype,i found that i know nothing....haixz...
i asked the teacher to send me tutor question but she 3 week can't even send me an answer.i can't proceed with my study and i stuck alot of question yet i can't solve it or i can say i cant complete it...haixz...then on the day of exam i get a F under my expectation...
i damn scare accounting it's not like math,i don't know why i found it so hard,i need more people to teach while i know i can't find it in utar.bcx im the only person get accounting..im headache..
but then i start to think bcx my cgpa can't over 2.00 i thought i can't get ptptn,but eventually yes i can now for the 1st time but when i notice my next tutor is a malay again i get scare again..to say continue there i'm ok but i scare..i'm worried....haixz...why all those easy subject is those chinese do the teaching while the hard one is the malay?they can't even explain well especially for the person like me who doesn't even have any basic at all.....
i start to choose to come back kdu study le but i felt so sorry to my dad.i wasted his money.im already 21 still my heart so unsteady can't even make decision...im feel so lost...im scared....i'm already in the progress planning to withdraw from utar le.still something inside me bugging me...my dad ok with my decision of coming back but not through me but my mom who told him...i so afraid to face him....im so sorry to him......
Friday, 20 January 2012
Monday, 9 January 2012
LIFE
is it too young for me for a person with age of 21 to say about life?well it is not about my life but is the life of another person..life of what i have heard for so long..
in the book story do tell women is the sin of mankind,some book do said this some is the opposite is just which side you choose to stand for...the good or the bad.
when im still young,i do think girl is something pure and should be respect,but from age to age when the more i have see this world what is happening around me,there are good example,sure there are bad.usually bad gives stronger impact then the good...
my own relationship problem,it's already past tense for that,sometimes i will think about it but for now i just want to have a good life.life where i can fully enjoy myself.nothing more nothing less.
like my uncle,already age of 55+ having a great company that have many company over the globe,people do said,around that age,it suppose to be age of retirement,while you can shake leg and enjoy every moment of your life since you have own such big company right?but who ever think that just of one single person,just a single greedy person,which cause u bankrupt and all the sweat&blood that you have work for,for so many years just vanish into the thin air..when i heard of this story what i know is im sad......
currently result i have been study for so hard do own note n strive for the best i still fail....now i facing problem whether i can continue study at utar kampar...i have been very down for this few days.do not really have the mood to talk to much while working.the feel like less...just really down...
as i mention above is it girl a sin? when someone you love and the one that promise to hold you hand to the end of the world until our last breath,those word are word to be keep strong,word that able to bond both together.like on the wedding all the vow that have been made,to me i think the vow is very important,it is a promise for both couple where they will start with their own new life,THE LIFE THE JOURNEY OUR THEIRS.
but when a person change,even marriage is not a chain to hold them.i do heard before divorce is a very great news and quite humiliating..but now?the paper is just nothing but a pile of junk.
my biao ge,currently facing divorce,the girl just change complete,my biao ge is a businessman while quite rich and own a company and a sushi restaurant which located in subang kl area i think..His wife have taken everything from him and left him nothing,their baby girl also force to leave and follow her mom and change name.house car everything just gone...1million of money just gone+car and house.. if you a guy what will you think?
that is your wife that have vowed infront of everyone,to take care of each other,help each other when help are needed but what is this all about?is the wife have stolen everything it is like she having been planning this all along.this few day my aunt stay in my house and she is very sad,losing her grand children and see her own children to face such problem and unable to help anything,i wish i can help out a helping hand for what have happen to my biao ge but im still a boy.i cant help out anything.
is not that i don't want to believe,but to me now,what i believe is family is the only thing that we can trust and won't let us down....i just so disappointed for all the thing have been happening,it is not my problem though but it have greatly influence me....
LIFE wasn't it suppose to be a great and enjoyable thing?if me i don't know i will have the will...haixz
in the book story do tell women is the sin of mankind,some book do said this some is the opposite is just which side you choose to stand for...the good or the bad.
when im still young,i do think girl is something pure and should be respect,but from age to age when the more i have see this world what is happening around me,there are good example,sure there are bad.usually bad gives stronger impact then the good...
my own relationship problem,it's already past tense for that,sometimes i will think about it but for now i just want to have a good life.life where i can fully enjoy myself.nothing more nothing less.
like my uncle,already age of 55+ having a great company that have many company over the globe,people do said,around that age,it suppose to be age of retirement,while you can shake leg and enjoy every moment of your life since you have own such big company right?but who ever think that just of one single person,just a single greedy person,which cause u bankrupt and all the sweat&blood that you have work for,for so many years just vanish into the thin air..when i heard of this story what i know is im sad......
currently result i have been study for so hard do own note n strive for the best i still fail....now i facing problem whether i can continue study at utar kampar...i have been very down for this few days.do not really have the mood to talk to much while working.the feel like less...just really down...
as i mention above is it girl a sin? when someone you love and the one that promise to hold you hand to the end of the world until our last breath,those word are word to be keep strong,word that able to bond both together.like on the wedding all the vow that have been made,to me i think the vow is very important,it is a promise for both couple where they will start with their own new life,THE LIFE THE JOURNEY OUR THEIRS.
but when a person change,even marriage is not a chain to hold them.i do heard before divorce is a very great news and quite humiliating..but now?the paper is just nothing but a pile of junk.
my biao ge,currently facing divorce,the girl just change complete,my biao ge is a businessman while quite rich and own a company and a sushi restaurant which located in subang kl area i think..His wife have taken everything from him and left him nothing,their baby girl also force to leave and follow her mom and change name.house car everything just gone...1million of money just gone+car and house.. if you a guy what will you think?
that is your wife that have vowed infront of everyone,to take care of each other,help each other when help are needed but what is this all about?is the wife have stolen everything it is like she having been planning this all along.this few day my aunt stay in my house and she is very sad,losing her grand children and see her own children to face such problem and unable to help anything,i wish i can help out a helping hand for what have happen to my biao ge but im still a boy.i cant help out anything.
is not that i don't want to believe,but to me now,what i believe is family is the only thing that we can trust and won't let us down....i just so disappointed for all the thing have been happening,it is not my problem though but it have greatly influence me....
LIFE wasn't it suppose to be a great and enjoyable thing?if me i don't know i will have the will...haixz
Thursday, 5 January 2012
im so EMO
It's has been quite sometimes since the last time i EMO le.haixz......where after when i finally able to move on with m life.i don't really emo until today until this moment...
haixz i have been working so hard on my study in this is what i get....i really sad,is not like i want to fail.i do my best i could.but now?i just really haixz..i don't know what to do le....haixz..
haixz i have been working so hard on my study in this is what i get....i really sad,is not like i want to fail.i do my best i could.but now?i just really haixz..i don't know what to do le....haixz..
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