on the previous i have fail my financial accounting framework 1 in utar which make me very down,i have studied very hard but eventually when i asked ean lee to teach me through skype,i found that i know nothing....haixz...
i asked the teacher to send me tutor question but she 3 week can't even send me an answer.i can't proceed with my study and i stuck alot of question yet i can't solve it or i can say i cant complete it...haixz...then on the day of exam i get a F under my expectation...
i damn scare accounting it's not like math,i don't know why i found it so hard,i need more people to teach while i know i can't find it in utar.bcx im the only person get accounting..im headache..
but then i start to think bcx my cgpa can't over 2.00 i thought i can't get ptptn,but eventually yes i can now for the 1st time but when i notice my next tutor is a malay again i get scare again..to say continue there i'm ok but i scare..i'm worried....haixz...why all those easy subject is those chinese do the teaching while the hard one is the malay?they can't even explain well especially for the person like me who doesn't even have any basic at all.....
i start to choose to come back kdu study le but i felt so sorry to my dad.i wasted his money.im already 21 still my heart so unsteady can't even make decision...im feel so lost...im scared....i'm already in the progress planning to withdraw from utar le.still something inside me bugging me...my dad ok with my decision of coming back but not through me but my mom who told him...i so afraid to face him....im so sorry to him......
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