the view of life of mine

Life it teaches us a lot of thing, eventhough it is invincible, still we can feel it, learn it and absorb it..

but what we experience do we really apply it in the life we have? even we learnt still our arrogant make us blind, let us repeating the same mistake over and over again..even we know it shouldn't be done this way.

Path of life.....not all looks so nice and beauty as it seems,but we can't denied the good of it as many happy thing do happen in our daily life that makes what the person we are...how genuine personality that possess by every single individual.as what we experience, what we feel, how we absorb and how we see it is different from a person to a person. what you a person are is how the true to be yourself.

when a person to the path of understanding through a sad path, it's true that's how a person become mature in thinking and sensing the things of your surrounding will be more sharpen, but for a person that goes through this path, what remain of you, maybe through time things that should be let go,you will be still the memories, the scar, the painful memories is always there, it's not easy to go away, eventhough the person would want it to be.

the painful path that the person gone through is not an easy path, it need time, tolerance, advice, support and love.in order for a person to recover.like what clannad said "in a life we live in the world that no one is able to live without the support of the other individual, even we said we are independent still we are vulnerable, needing other when we are needing a helping hand"

to all this happening, some people do take time to open their hearts,not days but month ,maybe years. it's not easy to have a person recover from such pain, some maybe end up with a broken hearts or worst a broken mind.where the shock they received is not a normal thing that can be handle by the individual.

Life is such a nice thing, when wonderful things happen around you.just hoping even at the most worst scenario, hope able to cope with the situation where are will not lost yourself, the trueselves, the you that used to smile to face this world..this is the most important things that should kept in mind.

sometimes i feel i have lost track of it,sometimes i feel im fine.even i know the theories behind of this that what should and not should be done,still people are such a lost lamb. im the lost lamb that finding the path to get on track, but i don't want to back on the track on what i use to walk on, i found a new track, even the path have to go through the rocky path, steep mountain, heavy rain, strong current, or deep sea.i am willing to go all the way to it,even this new path i don't know what lies ahead, maybe end up i be trap in the desert which i will forever lost , still if i don't step forward, there will be no leading no opening.

if is mean for me to be single i will live as a happy person,i won't ask for more le..it just like what we can see on the chess board, a the king will forever not able to check a queen.nor a chance to kill a queen. even theoretical is possible to do so still luck is needed.

to the what the life ahead..i will prepare even it do mean for me to face it alone....

confession

i don't really know what it is feel like??erm erm it's quite complicated.
i got a bit fall for a girl which is younger than me.but to me it seems so hard to get close to her..maybe is my own problem though?
maybe this isn't the time for me to think about this thing ba..as what i said relationship stuff...COMPLICATED...

maybe i just not into it??or im too rush??or just she not meant to be mine??

blablabla...haixz sien...don't want think.

halo..^^

wao 8 of march is the last time i do visit my blog.....quite some time..

busy with school thing,busy studying, assignment finish but still a bunch of homework not yet done.everyday tired even now...@@...

don't know since when start deep down of me, i start to feel so empty. I know why but still there are still something holding me back,and hahaxz not to say holding back or not, there aren't girls that adore me though. So it is a bit what so called LPPL..

There are so many things i want to try,i think during this year summer break, i will go take up violin lesson..Im a newbie though..don't really know whether this instrument suits me or not.but feel like give it a try hahahaxz.

haixz exam is coming,really can't let other thing border me too much,im very tired everyday.haixz..even now i feel very sleepy..
just sometimes i do feel,like what kazel said,feel like having a hugging,but how can a guy make a girl fall for them??look?personality?or?i can't get it.maybe i'm too far back behind from all those thing d..lonely at the night, even i have used to it though.hahaxz.

just hope now i can strive to get good result atleast i won't disappoint myself.hehexz...^^
one word of encouragement for myself: ALL THE BEST^^