confession

i don't really know what it is feel like??erm erm it's quite complicated.
i got a bit fall for a girl which is younger than me.but to me it seems so hard to get close to her..maybe is my own problem though?
maybe this isn't the time for me to think about this thing ba..as what i said relationship stuff...COMPLICATED...

maybe i just not into it??or im too rush??or just she not meant to be mine??

blablabla...haixz sien...don't want think.