i love her

my english maybe not good....maybe there will be typing error hahaxz so to those english keat eh dnt laugh me ya....

to say is all my fault that she now so ignore me avoid me.....i jx so hope she will forgive me and let me love her again.....to say she is my 3rd gf and aso my 5th gf....weird??i broke with her once in f4.....that time im just so so down....cause im believe in love....even i stayed in penang and she stayed at bukit mertajam....but don't know why she just make me so love her....have to admit she is the girl im so crazy with....thats why i love her...
i waited her for 2 years...finally during 11/62009 she accept me again...is the night when i being tortured so badly in bukit larut...with all the malays while chinese,erm i thnk 6 nia......so fet up...and is that night time she accept me...im so happy...hahaxz i still remember that night,i jump like siao lang.....i wont forgot it..for my whole life....hahaxzx....fly sky high....the most happy day in my life.

hahaxzx...many sweet memories i will never forget...

                                  this is our 1 year anniversary at bayview hotel

haha this is some of the picture lah of course no way i can upload all cause she is a crazy photographer....which make i also want to become one also.....hahaxz which means our picture about 32576 scary is it??hahaxz is all our sweet memory.....with the girl i love most....

she is the one who coloured my life.if wasn't her i think i will be otaku loh.....she make me go find a lot of interesting places in penang and i bring her go anywhere around penang...if wasn't her i think i never have chance to go to butterfly farm,bayview etc.etc.......and if wasn't her i never have a chance to go bukit mertajam hahaxz you know why because her house at there mar.....

most of penang have our footsteps on it d...chio leh....how much petrol we used??i also don't know...
just i know she loves me.....i love her....just all the problem starts from my attitude.

my bad temper,,,,curious is it u c my face am i the kind will have bad temper??hahaxz yes i am..
she ask me to change for many times d...just i always angry her for small things...i just can't control my emotion...haixz..thats why she avoid me now....
that day on our 11/2.which is our anniversary i broke up with her....my temper sky rocketed until super high temperature until i blow off my mind....i can't think thing straight....i said the forbidden word...i want to break up with you...where is not really what i meant to say....i just so angry with her...because i cant go celebrate with her...i dint think behalf of her....to say i really a selfish person....because i want her to accompany me since she give me aeroplane for so many times...but can't blame her to give me aeroplane...i understand but still i can't control my fucking temper....i really happy that she know i angry for give me aeroplane when i going taiping on my family trip...when i wanna reach her house then she called me and tell me..i have go to work..my dad ask me to.that time i so disappointed...and angry...but in my heart i knew she wasnt purposely do that.just my temper..that she rush all over to penang just to find me and to say i'm sorry please forgive lou po....that time i really happy...even i treat her like that....i really touch..

just what i can do now is do nothing....i have to upgrade myself,improve myself...to become more mature,i must change my attitude n my temper..or not she wont be coming back to me...i know the reason why she avoid me....she scare of me...i will change to be a better bf and lou gong....hahaxz....i know i will because the way i treat my family change and i willing to say sorry to an uncle that kiss my city because i shout at him....i really sorry....

i will change myself to be a better person so that she will accept me back again....by the way changing is not a bad thing actually.....atleast is a good survivor skill when i step into the society...

tan choy gin i love you always...deep in my heart...u always an angel to me....your smile your everything....i love u since the day i chiko on 23/12/2006..christmas eve hahaxz....i got your number...thats the time i fall in love with you...maybe now we are apart but in my heart i always love you....no other girl can stand in the way that i love you so much....bii...

lou gong really love you.....will you give me a chance for letting you to colour up my life again??i love you the most...muakxz...i dont want this to be just a memory....bii...i love you....sorry i treat you like this while you willing to tolerate me....this time for sure i will change....i wnt lie to you again...because I KNOW I LOVE YOU.