i still so miss her

i so miss her....miss her badly....what can i do....i scare her bored..she today start no work d...at home whole day i scare she will grow mushroom,bored and luan luan think again.....haixz....i also dont know what can i do for her....haixz....even i now can stop myself from massege her but in my hearts i still so worry her,so miss her...