Wednesday, 6 April 2011

confusing

i tend to follow my heart.....and this is what choon lin said....i should just follow my heart,even i fall,i fail.i won't have any regret.....to say i got a bit scare....erm erm....i think this is my 1st time biao bai by using mouth.....not through hp hahaxz..maybe thats why i nervous ba......two times i biao bai to CG also through hp eh....hahaxz...i will try this time.....hahahaxz....i don't know i got chance bo lah..i don't dare to think also.because i know the chance being reject is higher then she accept me back....i just will follow my heart to do what i should do ba...

kaishin i just knew this girl we both very siao eh....she just keep on scold me..try try try...break toh break le lah....what for chase back??many lah..she have her point but still i have my own reason to stay at her side...even things happen until this condition le..i really don't know whether we both still can be like last time,even she accept back.we both must do our best to catch up what have lost between us....like gordon n supei ane...but at last the ok le....

maybe now i can stop miss her...but i know sometimes i still miss her....we see back my sis wedding picture the picture of all of us....i just so miss it...where CG is part of my family picture....really happy...hahaxz..last night i told choon lin,if me and CG still have chance together again,i know it is hard for my friends n family because no matter how her impression sure spoil jor....but i will choose to protect her....teach her to grow up with me....teach her using the soft way....not hard way le....1 word i miss her....4 days to go....to 11/4 le....i miss her..i love her...

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