to say lah...maybe is the pain she gave me.......i don't even have the guts to have direct eye contact,or speak with her...
i wish to see her..but i don't have the guts....when she far away i rather watch her through a distance.but when she close by,i just lower down my head,keep on pretend im busy sms,keep on looking other place....
i just told her maybe from f3 christmas eve that night,really we just meant to be friends after all....i just can't face her for now le....maybe when that night i put down the ring for her and i leave,maybe is that night where i start to give up....to rest le....i wish to do many thing to her....many things pending that i want to do for her.....but no matter how i think there will be no ending.....right??maybe after struggle for 2 month this comes the time for me to put it down le lah....eventhough i miss her...but in my heart i know im afraid of her le....thats why i avoid her ba...
life have change when she leave.....all things restart..can i walk on the path that not the one i used to like about it,but it give me new life and experience....i thank her for this.....
maybe all i need is a long rest......
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