this morning when i fetch my dad to GH.....i pass by the road...the 1st time in form6 we when out after mini concert....you go to judo training.....i still remember you said dislike nia early in the morning hav'ta go jogging pass by the graveyard give you goosebump....hahahxz....and i pass by the place you stayed that night....it's the 1st time....i stil remember it clearly...that night i actually want to hold your hand while acc you go toilet just i no guts...i tell you before....that's is how our relationship begin....become more and more better......
to get back you is wasn't that simple...to let you realise how much i love you is more harder....your firewall is too strong liao....hahaxzx
every memory of you have been writen all over penang....the most difficult part is in my room....which i love most is...you sleep on my bed in the night...i scratch your head for you and sing song for you to get to sleep....just like a big baby....to say actually everytime you overnight in my house....i sleep with my mom i can't get enough sleep almost every 2 hour i will come into my room and see whether you have your blanket on...you got 'jalan cahaya' bo....see your sleeping position really funny...so rude...but thats the you i love...when everyone awake i will wake so and go in my room to lay beside you...everytime my mom and sister will scold me and ask me back to sleep....why must go sleep with her....i didn't say anything to them....but i just want to lay beside you and hug you to keep you warm..give you a morning kiss eventhough your mouth still very BUSUK....
i last night dream of you.....the time we play in my room...i press you body down so you can't fight back and i start to lick your face...hahahxz...you want lick me also can't...that is one of the sweetest moment when with you...when i geli your stomach....and you wanna fight back...because you know i very afraid eh...hahahxz...all those memory in my room...i can't forget it...maybe forever....
since you already have BF le....means you didn't hold any feeling back.....i guess....
since form4,the day i said i love you...i really do..even after years....really love you a lot....
even you are the girl that hurt me the most,but still you are the girl i love the most....maybe in future you will married another different person....but still i will always remember whom the girl...i crazy about and love the most...even i know you have a unsteady heart...but still i always believe in you that i can make you FALL IN LOVE with me....
it's time for me to move on future is an unpredictable thing maybe like jia wern said....have a long rest...when both of you really mature in handling a relationhip...and you still love her...go all for it....
i will always remember the smile of you.......
bii bii i love you forever my dearest....
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