so hope

sometimes i do think that why i want to do so many things?

if the old me here,he would said,rich or not is not a problem to me...want i want is to have a normal and stable life where i no need headache for so many things...i want to have normal life without any worries....

but what i can see now is what im doing now is finding more and more trouble....im getting into business....start to do my own business my own sales....what im trying to prove??i really no idea....i do feel very very tired...this ain't the life i seek for...i really don't know to say...i have think a lot this few days...all of this im doing now what am i trying to prove trying to achieve?is it something that i really want??i want a lot of thing....but once i done it there is no return but continue to walk on......

i really tired...i do feel want to find a business partner....at 1st i thought to work with my sis husband...but end up he disappointed me...and i think his not the typical guy can work with me...i do feel want to work with aaron but end up just me who doing all the work....he now studying...not suitable for business.....i think of chin soon....but he had failed the starting point of running sales...if in future he think this can't do again,then how??me do it again??i think of ah wee.....he is the best person that can help in this business......but in term of business i hope i can work with someone that i feel i can work with....he doesnt make me feel that....and for mason i want to work with him but....he's not the guy...tict chyuan.....i consider him and see...i don't really know his potential....but i know is he know a lot of people....i will consider him....but all need to wait....haixz.....headache