time pass so fast

Another month pass by....every month of 11th....it reminds me of my greatest mistake of my life...always...eventhough 4 month already pass by....the things in my mind still haven't change a bit.....
life style has changed,my daily routine has changed,everything has changed ever since that day.....i never regret of the changes  that have been made....but i regret of the only thing..always the same thing...THE SAME DAMN THING.........i wondering how long this will keep on hunting me down.....

michelle said it is a golden opportunity to court her back.....but how??really i don't have any idea....is the same that if before sept before entering Uni,thats the end of the line....end of the story...

I'm happy with all the thing happens around me,meet so many friends,know so many interesting people,that colours up my life even more......but still no matter how i move on i still miss the old times....

i always said i so regret i enter form6....but its the time i do really cherish it....if i didn't enter form6 i never get to be so close with aaron,i will never met chee chiang..benedict.tsui fhang,keat siew.etc.etc....and if wasn't for form6 i think i never have the chance to get along with her d ba.....miss the time...every place have the memories....the hardest is it is in my room....where many things happen here.....

michelle said she really do think before to be with you forever....since she said want to go register with you....that time i do think it is a childish thinking,i'm still young,but im a bit regret on this....hahahxz but what can be done.she said that time i should say yes to her.....hahahxz...but all is just a memory....i really miracle do happens...i see she said she missing someone even at taiwan,she also post it out...but i know i not gonna be me...i'm old to her d...michelle ask me to be sporting,go contact with her but how??macam mana?i have no clue at all.....

is this a karma??for every 11th i always have to dream of the same nightmare...struggle for the same thing...wake up from dreams....every month and this is the 4th month....what can be done?

you left me with a BIG ?question mark? on my head........