Just now went back to CLHS to check for Universiti entry cgpa....wao so fet up....haow to choose...i think should be saying nothing to choose....you know what i mean lah.....hahaxz haixz..
as you see what related with the bad dream ne??i fall asleep in the car because my mom fetching me,too tired to drive.i fell asleep....what i dream is i saw her holding hands with other guy liao....infront of me....while i walking in the opposite lane....so sucks leh...just take a quick nap also let me dream such thing walao eh....
but to say she now can with that guy more happy then to chat with me...she reply him like almost every single message,while me just one or two...im a total loser...hahaxz...i dont know lah maybe i think too much but it's the fact that she chat with that guy more then me.....
I'm beaten....KO....everything i also lose in term of academic,love and career...haixz....but nothing i can do about it...i just hav'ta strive more liao too let too regret...hahaxz...hope this determination can last long lah....if there is an external force,couraging me.i think i can do more better..but at the end i still hav'ta depand on myself....
i hope she will be there for me when i need someone to pull me up when i fall....
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