miss her...

to say it's hard for me to stop message you,it's hard for me to stop thinking of you....my friends said for now what you do,she won't appreciate le,what for you do so much le,useless right stop all this and take a deep breath...when thing all settle then you gak think le......

For now to really stop i will force myself to stop le,even it's hard but i will try.....for now what i should do is put all of this thing aside and strive towards my goal: success in build big the network of insaan,improve and continue improve myself to be more adult like,able to think more like an adult,so i can protect the one i love....

i plan after june,when they back from taiwan i will go back find her,that time i will chase her back,to say for so many things happen between us,to me i think is god want us both to grow up,to test whether our love can last forever so we able to have a more stable relationship.i will take up the challenge even it's hard for not contact the one you love for 3 month more..1 word i just so miss her.eventhough she miss other guy now but i know when all things settle down le...she will gradually forget the guy...since she herself know that she have no future with that guy.....

i love choygin so much.....i hope in future i can protect her,i love her again....i will chase you back but now i want to put it aside even im forcing myself,no matter how you hurt me,i also forgive you le not because i want you back is because lou gong will always forgive lou po eh....,and i know i love you...maybe it needs a lot of time but i know i will wait till the day you will say lou gong i love you...i will love you and hug you,hold your hand still the day i have my last breath......我爱你陈彩银

i just so miss you.........