im happy

hahaxz,last night i went to her house,bring along tons of book to her,hope that she will read it lah....
while waiting her,i talk a lot with her mom,teach me do that sushi hahaxz..nice...i love prawn as always...

waiting her to come back,see her car drive in her house make me so excited hahaxz.but only me who keep on look outside the window and wait her to return...hahaxz lame is it??i also don't know...

see her lay down infront the TV,eating the 'chai kuih' hahaxz..hand so oily..dirty eh...but she enjoy..i also got eat a bit lah...quite nice eh...yummy...

waiting her to finish her bath and dinner,is a bit boring but nevermind lah atleast got TV let me watch,hahaxz eventhough is boring lah..

8pm she ask me to went up to her room,to carry up the books to her and i want to get picture from her too...see her watching that korean version恶作剧之吻,while watching the wedding part hahaxz,to say im imagine we both married hahaxz,but i know it not gonna be real liao eh..just imagine loh..

talking with her,she just don't really like answering me,i want to talk with her but end up i feel no point to talk with her since she doesn't even want to answer me and im the 1 who do the talking..hahaxz..haixz..but see her laugh and smile so happy,im happy le atleast that i can feel the old her returning and her life is much more better now hahaxz..even she doesn't love me anymore but im happy she can have her happy life now...

when im going back,i think it going be the last time i touch her head and say 要乖乖知道吗？and she said 小心驾车啦.i turn my head back and said ok bye bye...and when enter my car i shout at her said 记得读我给你的书啊.and i wave my hand to her..she wave back to me and there goes she close the door and went into her house...everytime i going back i just so reluctant to go back,i miss this moment a lot you know..i hoping she to message me and say drive carefully k.msg me when you reach home..this msg no longer appear in my hp when i going back home..

i just so miss her,even now...while think back i still so miss the moment with her...to say for her this is the longest relationship and so do i...even now i still have tears left for me...because my tears just drop...

choon lin said taurus guy is like that need months to let go of her ex...i know..to say i love her already 4years le,hahaxz...almost 5 years le...can say so...i said deep inside my heart in some where i know i still waiting her..waiting her to return..i know is useless because she already love other guy maybe now she chatting with other new guy le...hahaxz...but truely i miss her so much...but choonlin said if she really want you back dont accept unless you really feel that she have change...if not in future,even you have change,she doesnt change and still the type like new things...end up breaking up nia...if she still treat love is a game...
but in my heart truely im still waiting her,future thing i really don't know le,just 走一步，看一步...

i love cg so much.even so many things happen...for now her heart already blocking me from entering le...i just so miss when cudding with her and kiss her lips..i won't forget that moment when i press her on my bed and lick her lips..n jilak her face hahaxz...while she cant jilak me...i miss that a lot....

for now if she have regain back the happy life once she used to have im happy for her.if she finda guy that she loves and her family would accept him like her faily accepted me...i will be very happy for her le...because as i said to her if in future you found someone handsome,taller,smarter and richer,able to give you a brighter future go ahead...i will be happy for you...k...because I LOVE YOU.