Thursday, 17 March 2011

im still so weak...

爱了你五年,但真真获 得你的爱只有这一年又八个月。
这五年来,我对你的爱不曾变过,我也不知道为何我会如此的爱你,我也不知到为何。
五年了,我真的以为我能与你白头到老。真的没想到等了这样久,我也输了。
在我一生,学业上没有很出色,运动上也不是很好,为一获得你的认同,是让我觉得我最满足的事,因为我终于等到你了。
在这一个月,我很怕你会没有朋友陪,因为你的好友全都个有个的忙,不能陪你。之所以我会让你朋友知到这样他们能陪在你身旁,安慰你那你就不会那么闷,我真的没想过我的担心会换来你对我的厌倦。
i just hope that your friends will able to accompany you more,in this period of time.in this period of time i know most of your friends,i really happy to be friends with them.i really don't know,it will lead me to this problem.
in this period you have khee lung to accompany you,while i don't have,aaron gone to kl,vincent melvin shao jie them all avoid me because im running sales...the pain i have to keep it in my heart,i turns it into strength even it do hurt me a lot....cause i know it can make me grow up,i have learn not to escape from problem..i face more problem than what you having now...i have to stand alone,face it alone....the stress is far more great then yours so i still able to bring out the smile even it got bit bitter....every night i have to cover my face,hear music because i scare i will stress out and cry again..im not that strong eh...im a very soft guy...

if making friends with your friends and tell them the problem that we facing is a problem to you,i will stop be friends with them....i will stop everything,you know your word make me cry very long time just right after i saw your  message...everytime i at your back help you up,i so scare..i so scare will let you know and you feel i so irritating..my intension is just to help you so you wont be that bored....

Choy Gin,sorry..i never think it will make you feel so eh....i will leave you le....eventhough is very hurting me...very hurt....but thanks for colour up my life let me feel what is the feel of love where i can truely love you with all my hearts....i wish you can be happy...kay...i love you...我爱你陈彩银 i love you always,even i always said i so regret enter form6,but if not form6 i won't have the chance to love you for this 1year and 8month.....so i never regret...never regret loving you

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