i can't wait my stock come faster

my stock come by next week....aikxz..but ok lah...if too frequently find her i scare she will avoid me again...

so hard to predict whether what i done will effect the next incoming event...always hav'ta becareful of my language,what i speak,what i talk,what i do....but it's worth lah.....atleast i can catch her attension....i dont care whether now i can chase her back or not...but i just hope she happy...smile out the smile with happiness...even i really hope she can accept me again but if i keep on going she will avoid me more....so i now prefer this way..

 this type of smile??no lah of course but this can see the happiness in her even with that look

 this is the smile....a smile from a true heart,you can feel it without seeing her smile...


hope that next week,when i going over her house she will agree going out with me....cause i really have a lot in mind that can bring her to some other place to relief her stress...all i want is that now....even i want but for now i will keep it in my heart....if she happy,i happy...