i today went to her house,what sad is she able to talk with that guy so sweet....while me cnt d....see she smile and laugh till so happy....i really hope that guy would be me....i cant make her to laugh like that.....so useless am i.....haix.
she reply that guy like every single message...she and that guy like more than friends d...while me??some of the message she only reply not all....maybe 10 message only reply 1 or2..very down is it???haixz...i slightly aim through her msg all like got,eat d mar??full full d??what are you doing now??etc.etc...like couple message..while i cant chat with her like this at all d..i really jealous actually,but what the use??she have her freedom to talk whatever she want...
but i hope she can chat with me like this....i really hope so...
when she watch movie with me,she even chat with that guy..haixzx....it really hurt me...sad...
happy is she ok to go watch movie with me.....i really happy....
we today went to sunway carnival...my 1st time going this place....hahaxz...kolot is it??we both sit at no.4 cinema and at B01&02.....the sit like couple sit.....hehexz but she pull the devider down sad....
we watch i'm number 4..nice....while in the movie is kip on more more closer to her....i really hope i can hug her n hold her hand....to say i really miss that time when i said i cold she will hug me or hold my hand....
walk v her without holding her hand,i really sad...but i sastify d...atleast she willing to go out watch movie with me....i really happy....ei there's a picture i take is my 1st time i saw got vending machine for charging hp eh...
i really miss the time going out with her.....just now watching movie my brother message me ask...after all of this,you still going out with her??i just reply him,i really forgive her for all the pain she cause me,i just know i still love her....the pain both of us also have....i hurt her also.....and beside all this problem start is all start from me...just want can i say is choy gin i miss you a lot.....
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