i never thought i still have tears for u

Just back from her house,last night hear music in her room till i sleep jor.aikxz..don't know should say im happy or sad....i also don't know lah....

to say i feel so funny when that time still so sure want to break up with me because she feel so tired with my attitude and my temper...conclude she tempt to get back her freedom,but now she want to be with that motherfucker,but she lose all her freedom and what once she has,and the mst importent part is she hurt all her family just in order to be that guy,you think is it funny???to me i think she's just so naive....

that guy appear in his life seems like taking everything from her,and she still please to let her take it...WEIRD..i just tell her together with him you happy mar??she said yes..then why i see is you keep in arge with your family,angry this angry that.hate this hate thats is this what you so called happiness??is this the type of life you always wanted???see this is when people who blindfold by anger.

i just never think that lacturing you will make me cried again....one word you know you so selfish....you never think for the other what you think you want you will get it even you hurting those who really care you and love you so much..

i know how to cherish so i know how to love,but you ne??just thought love is a game when tired,no longer fresh then throw it away....is this the type of love you want??is it so siok to play with other feeling just to overcome the loneliness in you??i just told her if you don't know how to cherish something please don't take it up.because you end up dropping it..

i just hope you can surely think for yourself d,dont so naive le.....if you continue like this 1 word,you end up destroying your own life....

Maybe i still love you and i want the best for you,but like they said now in her mind just got that guy,what he do for her is almighty,what he doing cg will just think he so good.and what you do for her is junk.what for you want to do thing for someone that don't know how to cherish you.all i can say is..i miss her..but i know she no longer love me...she just so love that guy...now...hahaxz..

i just so hope to see her smile again,for now??i just know her smile is so fake...n bitter...